Sunday, February 24, 2013

An Acrostic Ode


  Struggling for sanity, your
  Eyes
  Always told the truth:
“Nothing to hide here,

  Man, I am what I am.
  Occasionally joyful, your love
  Resonated in that
  Reassuring way:  you told me
  I belonged.  And the
  Sincerity with which you carried
  On should be a lesson to us all.
  Not anyone you loved will ever be the same.

Friday, February 22, 2013

The Perspective of Loss


There is something to say
At times like these
Something like “I’m so sorry
For your loss”
But “I’m so sorry”
Never seems to sum it up
Doesn’t touch the size
Of the pain
Or the scope
Of the void

The focus, you see,
At times like these,
Is on the sorrow
Of the Ones
Left Behind.

As it very well should be.

Those Ones Left Behind
Will never hear
Or see, or touch,
Or smell him again.
They don’t get to say
“I love you”
Or, “You make me so mad!”
Or anything, anymore.

And so we are sorry
For the loss,
For the pain,
For the void.
For his family,
His mother,
His Ones Left Behind.



. . .



What would he say
If we could hear him?
Something like, “Don’t cry for me,
I love you.”
Because he is free.
His joy is never-ending.
His soul is alive:
He dances,
He smiles,
He is light.

His focus, you see,
Has changed for good
It’s nothing but love
He breathes joy
He is Light.

And that is okay with me.

For Sean.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Circle of Joy

Vitality I have
Given by the trees
Bursting with life
Strong and steady
Testament to recurring youth

Tranquility I have
Wading in the water
Reflecting upon the shore
Dripping from the sky
Rippling through time

Freedom I have
In the vastness of the sky
Twinkling each night
Glowing all day long
Refreshingly endless

Creativity I have
Colored by the flowers
Dancing in the wind
Bursting into life
Uniquely, beautifully splendid

Confidence I have
Like mountains standing proud
Jutting into the sky
Daring us to climb
Statuesquely weathered

Abundance I have
In earthly delights
Apple, mango, blueberry groves
Avocado trees and kale
Mother Earth is nurturer

Humility I have
Crashing thunderous sky
Tsunami flood reminders
Tornadic slap upon my wrist
Sheer Godliness of birth

Loveliness I have
A sharing of the joy
Honoring with life
Unity with all
Embraced by everything.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Dawn

Your face
In the morning
Lined by nothing but the sun
and that stubble that says "I worked for this
this life I have for you."

Your eyes
Glinting like a river in the fall
Golden and deep
Promising a rich tomorrow
full of giggles and magical fingertips

Your heartbeat
Beneath chest plated with iron and love
Makes mine swell

And my eyes
Become an ocean
and the moon
is our purpose.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Stillness

Journey with me! Let's go
Everywhere that no one's been.
Race you to the top of the world
Ending up in moonlit sea
Making love 'till sunrise lights
Your eyes.

Dance with me
Until the music stops; then just
Be
Everything you are.

Friday, October 14, 2011

The Beast's Revenge

A winged beast cannot surprise
His victim quite as well
As one who slithers on the ground,
Instead of armor using stealth.

He creeps along under the rug
Barely makes a sound
Stirs nothing in the air at all
Waits ‘till no one is around

Unsuspecting happy girl
Dances in her room
Makes-believe she falls in love
As she twirls and dips her broom

Darkening the lights for sleep
She curls into her bed
Beast slithers nearer now
And creeps into her head

Vicious nightmares seem so real
Breaths harder to take
She cannot fight what she can’t see;
She was not looking for a snake

Scale tips, at last, to favor Beast
Her hope fades with her fight
Forgetting why she fought at all
She caves in to the night

Slithers on the ground with Beast
Feeds on mildewing despair
Does not recall her life at all
Cannot remember how to care

Venomous drips from beastly fangs
Make way for monstrous delight
He claimed his victim’s life and then
He took away her flight.

Receding back under the rug
He watches from below
Daylight starts to creep in through
His victim’s closed window

Drenched and cold, aching and sad
Girl begins to wake
Turns her troubled face away
From the dawn she cannot take

Lies in bed and hopes to die
She cannot summon any strength
Beast snickers from below
Giddy with her angst

Appearances she’s always kept
Despite her vivid dreams
So up she gets and bed she makes
And then she stretches out her wings

A fleeting thought like shooting star
Passes through her mind
Of a victory she once had won
But she lets it fall behind.

Meanwhile, Beast rejoices with
His project thus completed
Drunk on his bloodthirsty power
He missed her thought that fleeted.

Beast relaxes to a state less vigilant
Her hope he has deflated
No need for keeping watch on one
So thoroughly sedated.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Absolutelies

Vibrance is your energy,
Brilliance your smile.
Enthusiastically driven,
Success is your style.

Speaking of revolution,
Eyes dancing with glee,
Your comfortable confidence
Breathes humility.

Inspirational humanity,
Your soul fills up the room.
I can't help but to love you
Or to dance to your tune.

Your aura pulls me in:
A playground to a child.
Encircle me with brilliance
Let your heart go wild!

I'd shout it if I could -
If I thought you wouldn't scare.
If my "ifs" were "absolutelies,"
We would already be there.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Upon a Rock, I Sit Reflecting

Wildflowers and light summer breezes
Gentle bird songs and sunshine warmth
Like a cold blooded lizard upon a rock
I find myself out of my element

Too bright are my colors
Too flashy my call
My answers too lengthy
My purse is too small

Boulders worldwide absorb the sun
Water is wet no matter the shade
Like a creature of earth I stand
Amazed at the kaleidoscope of life

Too bright are my colors
Too flashy my call
My answers too lengthy
My purse is too small

Elements are not discerning
Auspiciousness not circumstantial
Perception often skews the truth
Faith returns in silent observation

My colors are bright
My call a bit flashy
I answer with care
I live unabashedly.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Wisdom Puppy

Example of purity
Illustration of Love
Energy abounding
Message from above

Enthusiasm spilling
Out of your soul
Into my heart
Complete overflow

Playful companion
Vulnerable child
Hungry for kisses
Driving me wild

Soothing my hurts
Encouraging smiles
Sharing my life
Enjoying your wiles

Wise little Guru,
Heart's on the mend
You be my doggie
And I'll be your friend.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Forgetting How to Fly

Sneaking, ugly, nasty mean companions
Like rainstorm thunderclouds threatening to break
Elusive spindly creeping shadows
Clinging to hope; a Black Widow in her web

Obscuring sunshine in tornadic chaos-fury
Drowning moonlight with shrieking ghastly howls
Sleep disturbed by bloody nightmares
Cold sweat showers when she wakes

Bitter disjointed garbled train wreck memories
A sickening swirl surrounding sanity
Nausea-inducing paranoia
Hardly deterred by heavy drowsy slumber

No demons to defeat by barely-valiant hero
Self-destruct on autopilot from within

Aching loneliness and ugly disappointment lie
With such choking gasping near-sincerity
When soul becomes destroyed by mind
I’ve nigh forgotten that it’s me